WOW
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Green day...Long View
WOW i havent written here in a long long time!! umm lemme think is there anything new in my life? umm i got a cell phone...n thats about it....wow i really do have no life.... wel actually i do a smidge haha well heres a story for ya'll! sinc ematt wont give me the time of day im tryin to like new people and not be stuck on him. its kinda working...but the problem is the person i found that i like and i wanna be with im not allowed to be with because of his race....he is black and rican my dad doesnt aprove of that kinda stuff (inter-racial relationships)....but i really like him alot...and he makes me feel netter about myself he is really sweet to me and all my dad can say is no i dont want you going out with a n*gger....i got into a huge argument with him about it and now we dont talk as much as we used to... i dont see the big deal in a inter-racial relationship...first off u cant help who u like second if u like the person u like them for them not for their color and third times have changed from wen the adults of today were children..INTER-RACIAL RELATIONSHIPS ARENT FROWNED APON!!! it makes me mad that people in the world are racist and dont give anyone a chance because of their race or culture... n e way...basically the moral of that story is im going to try and stop racism as much as i can...lol ok well ill ttyl lyl xoxo

tears roll
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: woke up in a car...SC!!
heyy i hate boys sometimes....they are so confusing! OK see ive known a boy matt (my all time crush/love)since b4 the 4th grade n i have always had a thing for him n i think its progressed over the years to me being in love with him. i love everything about him his eyes his smile his body structure the way he looks at things he really cares about the way he is so0o funny and he can always find away to make me laugh even wen im in the most depressed moods the way he can talk to anyone n make them feel welcome the way he makes faces behind peoples back wen they r arguing with someone the way he jokes about trippin or walking in to a pole the way he cares about his nephew like no other the way he hugs me the way he is wen he is hyper and how he jumps all around the way he tells me im the one he can trust the most the way he tells me im beautiful even wen im all zitty and havnt showered in 2days and most of all the way he held me in his arms wen i cried after a supposid friend said shit behind me back and after i told him everything that was on my mind and everyhitng about my feelings for him he just kept on holding me until i had to leave
so u tell me do i love him or do i just have a little crush on this boy? he means the world and more to me but even after i told him i had feelings for him i know he will never feel the same way as me. why must i get caught up in his perfect ways why cant i just find someone new?
WOW i really need to get laid..(diane!!) lol

lol heres the rest of the story...out of no where he asks me out and i dont think its him because it all happened online well a few hours later he calls and tells me that it was him n that he does want to be with me im in shock so i say ill think about it cuz thats the only thing i could say...then the next day he says to forget about it because he was gettin bitched at by people who thought he was trying to play with my head....so instead of me finally gettin my dream of being with him i get my heart ripped out of my chest and steped on repeatedly..

also i might move away from all of my friends and the love of my life becasue my parents are tired of Philly....who can blame them honestly?....

ok well ill talk to you later toodles!

Sick.....it blows...
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Lustra--> Scotty Doesnt Know
hey....i stayted home 2day due to being sick....now im bored out of my mind as always....i dont know if i can say i like these little blogy things wen ever i want to write something i always have this thing in the back of my head say...if someone reads this they will probably say im a whiney teenager that thinks that everything is out to get them...so i feel that im being held back from what i should write...so from now on im just going to write what ever comes to mind when ever i feel like it...no more holding back for me....YAY i feel a little better already!! YIPEEE!! haha ok well next time ill write what i want...that might be tonight even...ya never kno....

life is pointless without the one you love
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: What is hip? - tower of power
Hey, whats up? today was an average day of school shit n chillin with friends i went up the mall with my all time crush/love matt n a few other people i was the only girl so i felt alone lol my friend dave in school is such a hottie!! hes such a sweetie!! he is making me a mix CD of all these sngs that he haad on his cd. THank you DAVE!!<3333 hehe ummm what else happened 2day?.....OH YEAH i was told by my al time crush that i was beautiful no matter what ne one says.....but yet he doesnt like me like that so im confused like a mofo....oh well....thats about it in my boring life...it will get interesting soon because of school dramas haha ok ttyl!

Poems of Mine!
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: bIlly Joel-_- Piano man
I was crying and alone
but my heart beat on
i was thinking of you
but my heart beat on
my mind was hindered
but my heart beat on
i was on the verge of insanity
but my heart beat on
i missed you so much
but my heart beat on
i loved you unconditionaly
but my heart beat on
Now since your and and you lied
my heart has stopped its beating
But now my soul lives on

ba da ba ba da...Im LOVIN' it
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Billy Joel -_- Scenes from an Italian Resturant
Wow im bored....i just got done talking to my friend paige about what we were doing this weekend....and out of no where she tells me one of the funniest things ive heard in a long while...she told me that her little brother sneezed and farted at the same time and ran in to the bathroom because he thought he poo-ed himself... i honestly could not breathe...hmmmm...what else is new with me?? oh yeah the boy i told that ive liked him since b4 fourth grade over the summer finally asked me out but....then said forget about it because he was gettin shit from people because they thought he was being an ass cuz it seemed like heas fukin with my head.....damn humans.... also i like this boy that is in my school i dont think he knows but im not gonna say who until i want everyone to know ^_^ hehe lol well hmmmmm....the next few entries are going to be poems of mine so ENJOY!!
-Leslie

First timer...
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Fall - Something Corporate
Hey,
Im Leslie and this is my first blog-type-o'-thing. Today was an ok day i guess....thought alot when i should have been working... as always...hehe My awesome buddy Dave wasn't in school 2day. so i was bummed haha him and my friend kev have a band HeartsBleedOut you should so check out their site!
http://heartsbleedout.tripod.com/index.html im so proud of them!! Umm... what else should be put on these things? Ill figure that out later i guess...TOODLES!!